Feeling completely exhausted today...emotionally as well as physically. We lost our new kitten yesterday - she was an outside cat but Hubby and Dipstick both had become very attached as she was very tame - and a beautiful calico. She got hit by a car. I'm grieving that loss as well as Sally dog's.
Have been reading a lot about different MKs who are now as adults realizing what their parents endured as they sent their young children off to boarding school. I think so many of us didn't realize the emotional cost our parents endured - I know I didn't. Am really wishing I could talk to Mom to find out her thoughts as they left us - and as they received our letters. I remember being quite ill as a 6th grader - spending several days in an oxygen tent. I also remember finding out - imagine I was told but don't remember that specifically - that if I hadn't started improving soon my parents would have been called. I'm not sure there was ever a specific diagnosis found for why I was so ill. But I can still mentally picture that bed covered with the oxygen tent. I mentioned that to my sister one day when we were chatting - she remembers that time as well. Said she was allowed to visit me - I was in the school infirmary - and it was "scary". She would have been 3rd grade at the time.
Still am crazy busy. Squirrel had cross country meets both Saturday and last night. The course last night was more difficult than Saturday's - he didn't feel he did as well. His time was certainly slower but he was able to pass at least one team member. His goal is to improve enough to catch up to our top runner - and hopefully pass him. He is only 21 seconds behind him so it is do-able. In addition to meets, I've been driving bus extra - drove the high school band to a festival on Monday where they marched in a parade. Last Saturday I also drove for the band. I won't be available to drive for them now until October as every Saturday we have a meet. This upcoming Saturday will be at IWU where Stretch is finishing up his final year of college. That meet is always fun and since I won't be driving a bus we will be able to eat together after.
I am in the middle of canning tomatoes. After tonight I should have an estimate of how many quarts I will end up with. Yesterday I spent roughly two hours peeling tomatoes and another half hour or so dicing them - that was using a vegetable chopper so it went quickly. I had forgotten how messy it can be though. Only finished about a quarter of the ones I have sitting in the kitchen - and they aren't canned yet. They are sitting in my fridge waiting. My friend Suz told me this morning that she canned hers last year without peeling them - just simply cored and cut out any bad spots. She said it takes much less time so I'm thinking I will try that for the second batch.
Dipstick is struggling still with school - he is so intelligent but just can't be bothered to do more than the absolute minimum. It is very frustrating - and something completely different for me to deal with.
I'd better scoot - have an appointment at 11:30. Have got some laundry folded this morning and the kitchen almost ready to can in. So progress...
To end on a positive note - the sun is shining today and it's not incredibly hot.
Have been reading a lot about different MKs who are now as adults realizing what their parents endured as they sent their young children off to boarding school. I think so many of us didn't realize the emotional cost our parents endured - I know I didn't. Am really wishing I could talk to Mom to find out her thoughts as they left us - and as they received our letters. I remember being quite ill as a 6th grader - spending several days in an oxygen tent. I also remember finding out - imagine I was told but don't remember that specifically - that if I hadn't started improving soon my parents would have been called. I'm not sure there was ever a specific diagnosis found for why I was so ill. But I can still mentally picture that bed covered with the oxygen tent. I mentioned that to my sister one day when we were chatting - she remembers that time as well. Said she was allowed to visit me - I was in the school infirmary - and it was "scary". She would have been 3rd grade at the time.
Still am crazy busy. Squirrel had cross country meets both Saturday and last night. The course last night was more difficult than Saturday's - he didn't feel he did as well. His time was certainly slower but he was able to pass at least one team member. His goal is to improve enough to catch up to our top runner - and hopefully pass him. He is only 21 seconds behind him so it is do-able. In addition to meets, I've been driving bus extra - drove the high school band to a festival on Monday where they marched in a parade. Last Saturday I also drove for the band. I won't be available to drive for them now until October as every Saturday we have a meet. This upcoming Saturday will be at IWU where Stretch is finishing up his final year of college. That meet is always fun and since I won't be driving a bus we will be able to eat together after.
I am in the middle of canning tomatoes. After tonight I should have an estimate of how many quarts I will end up with. Yesterday I spent roughly two hours peeling tomatoes and another half hour or so dicing them - that was using a vegetable chopper so it went quickly. I had forgotten how messy it can be though. Only finished about a quarter of the ones I have sitting in the kitchen - and they aren't canned yet. They are sitting in my fridge waiting. My friend Suz told me this morning that she canned hers last year without peeling them - just simply cored and cut out any bad spots. She said it takes much less time so I'm thinking I will try that for the second batch.
Dipstick is struggling still with school - he is so intelligent but just can't be bothered to do more than the absolute minimum. It is very frustrating - and something completely different for me to deal with.
I'd better scoot - have an appointment at 11:30. Have got some laundry folded this morning and the kitchen almost ready to can in. So progress...
To end on a positive note - the sun is shining today and it's not incredibly hot.
3 comments:
Wish the sun was shining here. It's been pouring rain here all day and cool. I shouldn't complain though, at least it's not snow. Hugs
I'm so sorry about the loss of your kitten and Sally, Edith. That's hard, especially how much you bonded with them. Hugs!
Also, I think we may be reading the same articles. I'm also very moved by the sacrifices MKs' parents have made for the good of their children. - Dana
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